walk the walk
Just got home from a little walk.
Fuck. Drastic flashes of memories T_T I suddenly felt I needed someone to talk to. I know I made a hasty decision… But it’s something you got to do. Made a hasty decision. Sigh.
Why do I get this flashbacks all of a sudden? The first kiss. It actually made me smile. And the long night walk around UST. I wished I never did walk. Now what? I felt like my daily routine was fucked up. I woke up, text her, eat, text her, INTERNET, text her… blah blah blah… Now, I never even got the nerve to look at my useless phone.
Never even felt close to what I expected to feel after the walk. It was the opposite. I felt miserable. Maybe I’ll think tomorrows gonna be better, except that tomorrow’s… Sigh. I want a real vacation. I want to escape. I’m trying so hard to escape myself. I was expecting something but it didn’t happen, so much for my expectations.
