Re: an open letter to a rolling egg
My nose is bleeding.
I understand that you’re pretty bored because you’re stuck in the house with all the same routine and all. You don’t have to fight me to notice you (please stop reading, next line may kill you). You must know that even in my sleep you’re always in my mind. And it’s not pathetic, it’s normal. I must be thankful that you’re doing it, in some crazy way, it made me smile.
I’m really sorry for all the distractions, some are inevitable (e.g boss, papansin, usisero/a, at mga walang konsiderasyon). I always try to move away everytime there is an annoying human being beside me when we’re talking, I guess I have to really isolate myself somewhere in the office or maybe outside the office, I’ll do it next time… HIM? I can’t tell you to not be jealous or something. But I just want you to know, he’s a good guy, like my good friend jenjen.
And about the routine… Disturb me as much as you want, I’m more likely to be responsive, when it is day time… I’m sorry if I’ve always sleep at you whenever we’re texting, I’m tired (I always try not to sleep, but its as if my eyes and other body part won’t cooperate)… Please do understand, I’ve changed my sleeping cycle, because of that effin ojt… If you want to talk to me, talk to me on day time… I’d love that. Please don’t feel that I’m not interested in keeping in touch with you, that’s preposterous.
I always chose to understand the phase that we’re going through. But please, don’t tell me words that would make me think that you’re not interested, It hurts. Don’t worry, I can keep up to your everchanging sides. You switch sides like a gemini :) I’m sorry too, if I’d be sometimes a mess. Please pardon my ego, it’s my rare monster.
FYI. I’ve fallen in love many times, always with you.
I love you :)
